The site will close down before the end of this year and be renamed.
I've learned that even when you are nicknamed as a 'Goddess'
People look different at you. I want to use the name I use as 'online' avatar: 'Sahtori Kamaya'
When I'm in Florida my RL name will change too.
I wont be a 'Coenen' anymore but I'll cary the name of my father and I'm changing: 'Karine' as well.
So my mother wont be able to find me anywhere on this world...
This is what I want...
I hope you understand.
So expect a lot of changes.
I'm sorry I turned quiet. I'm thinking how in the world I'll be able to move.
Cause... *grins* I'm going to get kicked out by my mother, but I don't care...
I no longer feel the bond to keep on saying: 'Yes' and continues forgiveness...
I feel different... I feel I finally feel that knife she has put on my throat before birth...
and now, I pushed her away and I sense I'm running to all dirrections for her not to hunt me with that knife...
I have no money or anything anymore thanks to her 'robbing' need in Kusadasi... So, ... I need to figure out how I can earn money, besides a job, since I'm still in a program of Adante. Tomorrow I will tell them I need to be out of there asap. I finally will talk to my doctor.
I had to laugh someone said: 'You are really positive and strong.'
I had my first Brony meet last saterday but I had to return into my 'own' world (as they call it - but it's not what you think it is...)
I had to lay down and sleep, feel, see and heal. (I had a major cold)
It's amazing that social contacts in RL can really exhoust me to the moment that I pass out and need days to recover...
I wonder what's up with that?
Meeting and standing next to Gabriel Iglesias, a person I really look up to has made me really happy, especially when he signatured my skethbook for luck.
It's really amazing... Those small things in life can make me smile so much... It's really amazing.
I don't need fame, I don't need money, all I want is ... freedom...
But to get to the point I need to be, I need to think how I run away. Cause moving with Madoka (my ferret) and my belongins + health is not going to be 'cheap'
I supose in the end, it will be worth while, so is this my new battle?
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