I went on a 'cleaning' spree - I hope you don't mind. I re-read a lot of my old journals and I had this: "What a way to talk to your friends and artist."
Yeah, I went through a lot; hasn't changed to this day. But I learned that it's for the best that some things are thrown in the darkest corner of your mind. One way or another, it will come back to haunt you if you keep these memories.
I realized over the course of years that most memories that I keep are the dark ones. Horrible habit. So, I started keeping an 'Agenda' with every day I would write what happened with me. The Good and the Bad. The Good I'd mark them with a purple color. So whenever I thought: "I hate my life!" I would look at the Agenda and read the good things I went through.
I had adventures, I went sailing with my dad, dolphin sight seeing, fought for a great cause, making friends.
I shouldn't use DeviantArt or any other Art-Site to tell you guys only the bad.
Of course, I can still be a total 'nasty' person from time to time. But I guess I gained that with life experience.
Having pride has nothing to do with it; at least not for me. But to know that not everyone can be your friend.
Some people will grow to dislike you, some people choose you to treasure you.
Be content with what you get.
Because even though, life can be painful and not fair. It's the path we have chosen to walk on.
I chose this path. I must have taken the wrong turn pretty often, but those were my wrong turns.
It's now up to me, to learn to walk towards my goal.
Enough with being sappy; what is this...
I want to say to everyone: 'SORRY' - for the late responds that you are getting in your inbox.
I know the journals are gone. I know, you know what I went through... So, it was very hard to sit still and take the time to reply over 2000+ comments. That wasn't a very easy task. So many journals are removed with the including the comments. But know, I READ every comment.
Every comment means so much to me, you have no idea...
I'll do my best to keep track with the comments that come now and I'll respond to all of you!
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