This is a message, a vent actually - I have kidney problems for the moment and what not ... Don't feel like talking about it ... I do not want to get into it, I want to ask everyone KINDLY, to STOP asking FREE art from me. I gave someone 1 FREE artwork and now this SAME person DEMANDS to REDO it and make now 2, this is for me very disrespectful, I can't sit straight, I'm exhausted, my doctor told me to lay down and drink a lot and more importantly REST - REST REST REST REST REST and DRINK DRINK DRINK!!!!!
Kevin, saw me today and his first sentence that he said was: 'Are you still suffering from jet-lag?'
That means, I'm not doing well - I'm constantly, exhausted, I just have enough energy right now for my ferrets and barely for myself, I refuse to eat or even FINISH my food.
People are asking: 'Do you need help, do you need to sit down?' when I'm in a metro. Because my belly is so huge people think I'm pregnant, what THAT is, I don't know, I think stress, ... I feel like crying, but I don't want too, I just have had enough of the BULLSHIT I went through and I want some peace and quiet, I don't mind talking to my friends, people I know for a long time.
All, I ask is to be patient with me ... I'm not asking to feel this way or to feel sick ...
So, I hope you all understand this ... Because, I can't do it anymore, not for the moment, the moment I can do it, I will ... But right now, I can't ... So please ...
Respect my pains and don't put more 'drama' or 'stress' on me - because for the moment I can not handle anyone.
And sorry for 'whining' if you call it like that or sharing my 'personal' feelings, but I've kind of had it up to over my ceiling with those DEMANDS!