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1 deviant said *shuts down her FaceBook and runs*
I'm in a bit of a slope right now - or drag - whatever you may call it.
I don't have for at least one week not one single doctor - so I feel I can calm down a bit - but I noticed it's depressing ...

I have to call off my surgery - I can not afford it - no matter what - I'm working on Margiet's website and I'm only 'one' person.
So to do new commissions - even though I have two new spots open - thanks to finishing two of ten - which is 'yay' for me, I guess. I first want to finish these - and sell 'Carrie Phox'  

Is it normal? This - living like this? ... Seeing how many of this age have a family of their own. I do not long for a child - I can not because of the medication - but it would have been nice to have someone around. I'm not even ready for a husband - what a drag I must be for that guy. Glad I'm single then, but still it's lonely ... 

I miss my ferrets - they will be home in less then four weeks. So yeah, I look forward to see Akemi, Kyoko and Oka'Lani. 
I've been thinking so badly to be honest and I'm not happy with my art-works. Svana send me artwork from 2004 - 2005 - I remember how 'proud' I was - some artworks were done with a 'mouse' not with a tablet ... 

Now, I'm not proud - I'm not proud of who I am. Doctors are busy to 'MAKE' me move back in with Myriam.
So yeah, I feel ... like I have no control over anything - people decide for me. 

Where is that 'Karine' from the past - the one who fought? ... The one who said: 'Screw it!' ... I feel I've become that 'shadow' 

*sighs* ...

Happy people I suppose, ... I guess the rejection in the US kind of hit me badly eh, ... 'Sorry we do not have programs for Belgians ...' the doctor later: 'You can not WORK!' Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, yeah yeah ... I know
My step-mum said: 'Well, this gives us new opportunities!' Well what? I tried everything and I mean everything ...
Yes a convention - there was a guy in a Comic Shop saying, 'If I like this, I'm so sure that this would sell.' 
Yeah, how? ... please don't give me any false hope.

I'm tired even though I'm up for almost 2 hours - but I think it's better to sleep again ... 

- Kay

"Moonbeams and starlight, magical twilight
The warmest ray,
hear it whispering your names
Rainbows at midnight, sparkling night skies
Don't go away, stay another day."

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Sahtori-Kamaya
Karine Coenen
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mayeb?
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Thank you sim2007
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We love you so much, Karine! :iconYuihugplz: I hope you are doing well :heart:
Fri Dec 27, 2013, 8:11 AM
Sahtori-Kamaya:iconsahtori-kamaya:
NO!
Mon Oct 28, 2013, 5:12 PM
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Yes!
Mon Oct 28, 2013, 4:59 PM
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No!
Fri Oct 25, 2013, 3:05 PM
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xepxyu Apr 3, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
nice
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TMNT-Raph-fan Mar 18, 2014  Student Digital Artist
you got hugged :icondragonhugplz:
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!) 

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1- You can hug the person who hugged you! 
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least! 
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their page! 
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet) 
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away! 

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If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved! 
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HI EVERYONE!
Gojira4life here speaking on behalf of sahtori-kamaya.

Currently our beloved sahtori is feeling a bit under the weather.
As such, she has decided to take some time off to improve on her health and get rid of some of that pent up stress.
She doesn't know how long this might take, a few days or maybe a whole week or so, but she assure me she'll be back soon enough.

So friends, be sure to give her your support but please try to understand she'll be shutting off her Internet as well to minimize the stress.
If people keep asking her why she doesn't reply to them, she won't have time to relax and recover properly.
So I ask everyone to give her some time and keep your questions about her to yourself for now.
She will feel much better if you give her total peace and quiet.

On behalf of our beloved Sati and from me as well, I thank you for your patience and understanding.
And don't worry, she will be back ;)

Greetings to all of you.

~Gojira4life
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Mayvi Mar 11, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Why do you call yourself a Goddess?
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Sahtori-Kamaya Mar 12, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Oh, it's a joke that my friends made up, I have sleep problems, I can sleep during the day but night, it's a ... big problem. After midnight I get great idea's for drawing and stories, so my friends nicknamed me 'Goddess of the Night' but I removed that for a long time now, I do not call myself a 'Goddess' 

Although, all woman are 'Goddesses' since all girls are 'Princesses' we should be 'Goddesses' ... I'm joking around with ya :p
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Lily-Death Mar 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
i love your webcam! ^^
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Sahtori-Kamaya 1 day ago  Professional Digital Artist
Yeah, seeing Homura like that ... 
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Lily-Death 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
that scene definitely made me cry ;-;
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